Yes you guess it right! I was at the beach. Love it! Totally. Every moment of it.
You. Sun. Sand. Sea. Me.
Wish life was easier. I wish that everytg will get better over time. I'm not ready to be separated from you yet. But mm you wont undrstnd me. Cos after all, everyone leaves. Nothing left except memories shared.
xoxo
8:27 PM
Mmm OB module today. And i"m done w/ ppt. Fvck yeah!
Happy 20th to my dearest Sister. Eventho we argue about almost everything in the world, I still love you. Hope you have a bless year ahead of you. I wish you happiness all around. xx
Sentosa this wkend. Mmm blue bikini. Yumzx.
xx
1:11 PM
Back for another post. Feeling so down. A different night. But same old shitty feeling. Hmm why the fcuk do i feel this way? I don't know what the fcuk is wrong with me. But I've been giving attitudes to everyone. That is so unlike me. Maybe it's the stress that is taking a toll on me.
Maybe it's just me. I'm not good enough for you. Not only you but anyone. I'm not good enough for anyone. Im not smart, pretty, caring, sweet etc enough for you. You deserve someone better. Maybe I deserve this. I deserve all this mfcuking bullshit that is happening to me right now. Yes i think I really do.